Awoke twice last night and got out of bed to use the ladies room. Each time had balance problems.
Conversation later in the morning. Apparently when I told the black male judge for the umpteenth time that if he needed to tell me he was the only judge helping me– and I said no thank you– I made him angry.
He has also explained over the last two years he is insured and can do nothing. So I assume that when he comes out to tell me he is a black judge trying to help me I should excuse him– something I always do.
What he can do apparently– is allow me to be hammered all night by a local party with a console versus someone in Northern VA.
He did say -“he should not have done that”. The part I want noted– when someone asked how long it would take to kill me — hitting my inner ear– he said about 200 days.
I had no balance. I did not feel winded. I think it may take longer with the inner ear. Someone was on my heart again… not as long… that may take 200 days.
Get off me idiot.
The latest I am hearing.. I am owed too much. they want the bag. Hoping I will act out and get arrested..
I have been here for almost 20 years. you have violated my rights. Not because I acted out..
There is a scene in The Counselor when Brad Pitt’s character is explaining to the counselor that anyone watching a snuff film becomes a party to the murder. Some can see my distress. Others hear… DOJ– are they a party too?
Bob Hale– were you a party to the incident with Bob Rostike’s daughter? Is this an attempt to repeat? Julie knew she existed. I did not… CIA I said no.. you owe a high powered rifle.. not prolonged torture… or let go.. I said no.
ACLU– there is nothing you can do?