Saturday, June 21, 2014 :: Q...
They are torturing my gums and teeth again. Please see the xrays… 6.21.14.
I posted a photo from my gardens on the tumblr blog. This is deceptive. I have been up most of the night in pain… Please check.
Saturday, June 21, 2014 :: Q...
They are torturing my gums and teeth again. Please see the xrays… 6.21.14.
I posted a photo from my gardens on the tumblr blog. This is deceptive. I have been up most of the night in pain… Please check.
Saturday, November 9, 2013 :: Q...
get the tapes. I owe this filth jail cells.. please get them off me. a cold drink provides a temporary numbness. nerves in the upper and lower left side of my mouth— same side as the more powerful earpiece.
The goal? not sure.. someone said they wanted the site. When I tried water in my ear for a couple of minutes they asked that I not go this route as if that was the furthest thing from the truth. I believe they would like me to do myself harm with water in my ear. I stopped.
fBI—you need to pick up those consoles… I write this post I am a puss…? I am not worried about that… promise.
I can do nothing but wait for DOJ and the FBI to do something about this.. I am told several lawyers [outside] lawyers were on tonight.. please get this filth off me.
Updated: Sunday, November 10, 2013 am.
This morning– the excuse, a foriegn interest wishes to do me harm and the Pentagon wants to protect me? Torture me so I will line up with the Pentagon? Bob Rostikie– did you use one of my eggs without my knowledge? Marty Bryant? I owe jail you ever try to contact me on this. get off me.
Bob– 1959 Naval Academny Class. Marty Bryant Navsea employee… Pentagon– I said get off me.
Protect me? Lindy– where is the child you had? Did you know bob? I heard this is why the Pentagon tried to discredit me– something happened to that child. Julie? Max? I have no insurance and no aids… Many have said over the years– they wished they had understood I was a faster. I would have had aids had they known this. I could drop to a size 4 over a weekend. Pentagon tortured me last night to protect me? I cried last night– I never cry.
That mood card thing Mary [rockwell support staff, looks like Cindy Rose] had — showed I was always calm. Mary always hyper. I showed blue, blue green or green. always. Mary always showed black. Doug Rose/Bruce Leshan– Mary looks like cindy’s mom. did she have aids too? Most in my office were hyper… detect mood based on blood pressure? blood pressure issues related to aids.. why didn’t they know I did not have aids?
Pentagon– go protect you. I said get off me. Three generals– look at the idiot from your house all over me. He is on loud speaker. get his idiot ass off me. I do not know who it is.. outside lawyers do.. your national security issue that idiot.. get him off me and off that console.. I am not responsible you look like idiots.
Max– I am told the reason bob was disheartened with the child was because she had aids. They also told him to insure her. Told she died at 3 or 4– 93 or so. Lindy [BWMC] looks like my aunt judy. If sam is her [Virginia Johnson’s with Reagan ] child he gave her aids.. every child she had after sam would have had aids too. John G. Roberts.. they say Natalie Merchant is your child with my aunt Judy. was she born with aids? Sam born 1956 or so. Check with Bonzo.
Aids in this case means — HIV positive. Some in my ear– suggest that 0 tcells means no aids… I am talking HIV positive. Pentagon you are protecting the wrong thing. I did not know — nor did I give my permission. to use those eggs. get off me.
He was confused that my egg had aids.. He did not. Lindy was born with aids. the birth mother.. was the child killed? get off me pentagon.
Julie the other problem who is Victoria Beckman… she was born just before Nixon left office.. I am told to check with Jeffrey.. Sondra looks like Jeffrey’s mom. sondra my aunt Judy’s child.. she was born after sam… get off me. Why Mullen Julie?
Andrew– they told me Nigelli is Mrs. Hopson’s with your father. No I am not trying to blackmail.. I want all of this off me. I tell everything. I am not sure why they suggested there was a question.. I am owed rights violations, broken arm– theft, interference with my company etc, inhuman torture for years and then physical torture starting in September 2012. I am not trying to black mail anyone.. Tired of them using you as an excuse. I said no thanks in spring 2012. They recently told me who the father was so you would ask me if I wanted to blackmail? No– I have no interest in blackmailing. I tell to divest from the secrets I did not ask to know. No thanks.
Jason — In december– you went after the 4 US vips that had a hand in 911. Today, nigelli? Get off me.
You tell me. Why aren’t you the problem. I knew she was mrs. Hopson’s. I did not know who the father was.. why tell me? I do not black mail.. I tell.
Friday, February 1, 2013 :: Q...
I hate arrogance. I first saw Gen. Douglas Fraiser in a CSPAN hearing maybe in April 2012. For some reason I thought he may have been a government psychiatrist. I never remember real names- so I called him eyes when he first started talking in my ear– shortly after the first time I saw him CSPAN. This may have been misunderstood. I did not think him attractive- only that his eyes were strange.
At the time– I thought evaluations as to national security issue was a concern. Most have always said– no they do no think I am a national security issue.
If I had been told about the military insurance problems before he started talking to me in April 2012 or so– I do not recall.
Also for some reason I thought he may have been related to Don Evans. I always liked the thought of Don. That perception changed a bit after the earpiece activation in Feb 2012.
I think we talked on two separate occasions back then. I was not impressed either way. He was polite and asked questions. I have seen him twice more live on CSPan since those early earpiece discussions. Back then a lot claiming to be generals came by to say hi.
I had no idea why. For some reason– over the last 2 months or so– he has been around more. Many say– causing me pain. I am not a fan. He rarely remembers reasons for his excuses and makes idiot statements. I would have made an excellent debate team mate and often ask him if he remembers the last thing he said. I always ask him if there is anything in that big head. He is not wise and he appears to not care about his county. Only that I am worth too much.
I did not pledge and mostly a loner. I am an air force brat and conditioned to people coming and going from my life. That said– I am not shy– just busy. I loved my career and working. On numerous occasions I have said– if I have to leave with your filth– I will leave alone and sue. That said– I cannot even make a call to get a lawyer. I get response like — and give up all that money?
I cannot stand frasier. He behaves like trash— and seems to think women fall over themselves for him.. I hate his eyes and manner. I am not a hard up girl. get off me.
Protection? don’t make me laugh. I have seen movie after movie where girls are initiating sex. I grew up black. I let it be his idea. That said– I turned down a lot.. White guys have a hard time accepting my ugly ass would pass on them. Believe it.. further– I do not pay whores. GEt your trash off me.
Worried about me starting a black panthers chapter? I am a loner.. and for what.. you screwed each other, gave each other aids.. and caused our national security issues. You gave yourselves million dollar salaries and you want me to buy a whore?
I like men. get your embarrassments off me. Douglas– find a pretty white girl and leave me alone.. I do not need a whore. I am not like most girls. I am not hard up.. I miss working. Heros.. I thought this was about cleaning up washington. this was about showing me– what filthy washington is.. get off me.
The title– how many times do I tell him.. A lot.. Someone asked why they did not know I could not stand him? the response– he thought he could change my mind.. get off me loser.
Too many threats doj… said get that filth off me. Further- -aa co needs to get off me.
Monday, November 7, 2011 :: Q...
I found a license key that works with the Weather Channel. the problem is– i believe mine was disabled for the wrong reason.
Cathy– abstract noise wants to point to you.. I am tired of the shit from the English issue. Country Strong– I watched that movie and all of a sudden William is all over the place.
before I even wrote a post. Did I trip something.. I was worried about offending Gwenth.. FBI — I do not cater to england’s pompous trash.
I am tired of being screwed by folks looking for a reason.. Country STrong? I thought no one liked country music except americans. when I look at England’s cathy I see a pompous bitch who does not seem to like no. I wondered if the prince tried no.
I thought I would pass and have passed. I was talking about issues I believe to be uniquely american. not a pompous cunt with airs of grandeur.. I do not see your throat. I see an arrogrant bitch that wants to be head princess. I do not mind.
Go check out a blog– Heart-of-light.blogspot.com and search on time capsules. I am always watching documentaries. I like old history documentaries. I wondered given the clash of cultures insofar as sex between different ethnic groups in the US– was it going to be as evident as it seems to me and the changes that are currently taking place. I live in a vacuum so I believe I see this more clearly than others and wondered if Country Strong would be examined by those from the future the way I looked at it.. back to this other thing.
other than that– keep your tacky pompous ass off me.. You flatter yourself way too much… I do not give you thought unless I have to look at your pompous ass day in and day out.. lately I have had too.
bitch I do not care if you are swallowing God’s dick.. I pass. I pissed you off because I watched a movie.. God I am tired of arrogrant cunts. get that stupid whore off me.
She said brian really had an issue? I have dealt with him; I have not dealt with a stupid bitch that does not seem to get– I want nothing to do with it… get a fucking life.
Now pretend that key should have been disabled because of this.. by the way do I have traffic? You steal my money and then claim I have no traffic.. I do not owe a lying pompous whore. I do not care who it is.
Let me be clear– abstract noise suggests Regina, she.. I often ask– me regina or the Queen of England. My name means Queen in latin. I know David Cameron’s name because I was watching CSPAN today. I mostly watch news channels [muted] so when I look up I will see headlines. I rarely unmute. When I was younger I used to watch the Prince’s mother. I have other problems now. I liked her style. I have been working several problems recently so when I do look up I am amazed at the amount of coverage for the couple.. and they are not even visiting. this flags as on purpose.. why?
those in the know– do know I have been working on things and posts so its not like I am looking for an issue. If I want one I can find plenty here.
England is not an issue for me. I go to the store right down the street. Sometimes a simply 2 mile trip to the store is hard.
I am not a fan of cathy. I noticed her for the first time with the announcement.. I did know who she was– but did not pay much attention before the announcement. I love it when people are happy. I do not mind. she does not strike me as a happy person nor an amenable person.. I do not deal with people like that…
When I want to ask england a question I ask the queen. when cathy becomes queen I hope my situation has been cleared up. Even so– I will not be asking a queen that is not a blood tie. The queen of england is a blood tie and since all of this is relatively new to me and because they want to blame her a lot for things.. I ask her.. I am not asking cathy. I wish her the best.. leave me alone. I am not a fan.
I am not jealous of the princess factor. that said- in this country I believe I am pretty high on the princess scale. I am sure some in my family may not like this.. I am also not a bastard.. another reason they may feel jealous. I just found out about the princess thing. That after a broken arm and horrible things that had me questioning why. I want my life back. I do not live in England and I do not want to be a princess. I want to run my business and have others stop stealing from me. I am not jealous insofar as the english royal thing. Promise.
England is going to rule the US one day? I do not talk to my cousin in the white house. I am not upset with the Queen. I will never need to know cathy. I do not mind not being in the in crowd… tell her it is all hers. I am busy.. leave me alone.
Sunday, November 6, 2011 :: Q...
One of the cable channels this morning air– “Last Dance” with Rob Morrow and Sharon Stone. I never knew of this movie. I knew of “Saving the Last Dance” and Richard Gere’s “Shall We Dance”.
The last formal dance I went to with a date? Boeing’s Christmas Party at the Tyson’s Corner Ramada. The date- handsome cadet.
The last formal dance I was invited to– Rockwell’s Christmas Party [92 or 93] at the Ritz Hotel in Pentagon City. I did not go.
John Newcomb said something to me once when he was trying to get all of the engineers to update their resumes [94 or so].
It was a criticism, but at the time I felt it out of place because I had done what he asked me to do.. now I think I get why.
Let me define clearly what “Abstract Noise” means to me. It is noise that cannot be used in a court of law- and any inferences gleaned are to help me with what might really be going on.
Often– whispers from the houses behind me attempt to provide abstract noise. Abstract noise suggests– those whispers belong to NSA. “Dog Whispers”. NSA is a null and void with me. I often tell the people in the houses behind me to shut up– loud enough for surveillance devices to catch. Those voices tend to want to be a Anthony Hopkins in “Silence of the Lambs”, when he convinces the guy in the cell next to him to commit suicide, or an authority I do not see as an authority.. I hear pussies that are always hiding.. I do not owe pussies.
The problem with trying to be Hopkins where I am concerned… I am too clean and not a criminal. I keep asking them– how many pussies I have gone through.
Other abstract noise is gleaned through Google search photos. I search on Robert Mueller, Gene, Queen Elizabeth, John Roberts, Corporate CEOs, etc.
Here is a photo of Robert Mueller. My surveillance knows that one of my irritations is making this about my figure– specifically my top. Quite frankly, I have good boobs– however when someone tries to use this as a reason for what I have been through– I am incensed. How dare you.
So recently when this photo started showing up in my Google search of Robert Mueller– all I could do was laugh:
Dude, you are not getting off the hook with that crap..
Recently, I have felt that Robert Mueller [abstract noise– I use Google Search to provide clues as to what might be going on– I wrote this before I wrote the preceding paragraphs but decided to leave it this way]– wanted me to flesh out Don Fairhead. Don the David Taylor Navy Lab [Annapolis] point of Contact for the CADSDiS task. This is the same task– I asked John Winston to remove Chris from.
I felt this after I discussed Don recently as related to Chris Hartman issues. Sometimes I see abstract noise from both Robert Mueller and Queen Elizabeth that suggests something fishy is up.
In England’s case- yes, I do think too many want to blame her. In Robert Mueller’s case– I think he gets a lot.
Anyway– I felt Robert Mueller wanted me to discuss things related to the support I provided Doug on the Blockage Analysis Model [BAM] and my support of Mary in the pubs office in trying to get our documents to her group. This also relates to the Don Fairhead task.
A week ago– when I thought of what Mueller may have wanted– my response was– I do not want to play with the big boys. Plus– it looks like it is already settled.
The movie “Last Dance” I caught maybe an hour of this morning– has me pissed off and since I believe the correct justice was probably arrived at between Microsoft and Apple– I am going to discuss this movie and what I saw at Rockwell that may have been the really “big problem” or “issue” on top of I have too many important blood ties– and too many people inserted in my life with a lot of secrets to hide.
These posts are not a knee jerk based on the one movie. They are meant to be– filling in the other blanks.
Again– I do not want to play with the big boys.. I have watched things as related to both Microsoft and Apple and believe both are happy — and are not worried about me.
Thursday, October 27, 2011 :: Q...
My last post promotes an ethnic fight? We are in trouble. We were actually more of a blue collar county than we wanted to admit. The Internet– which was our idea- really hurt us.
What it looks like happened– others took our great idea– and evolved it with technology.. That technology coming from Asia and India. I also believe that it hurt our brick and mortar sales and because we are not as tech savvy insofar as web development as we would like to pretend those that are– can easily manipulate ecommerce numbers.
While waiting on the FBI and DOJ– I have given a lot of thought to my own business and other business ideas– that I can promote but do not want to lead. For example– because I live so close to the nation’s capital and also interested in fashion.. I thought up great ideas for fashion enthusiasts that I thought would also garner interest nationwide because it was the nation’s capital…
For example– what do pages wear to work or in their off hours? Things unique to Washington. When I tried to promote these ideas to a fashion group I belonged too– I was met by a tacky little hillary bitch that wanted to have an arm party.
Tacky trash is coming up with new terminology for arm candy– or she knew I was watching and I broke my arm in 1996 and it went unset?
I believe mentality like this is promoted by the not so technology wise hillary type that thinks this is a bad girls party and not the real economic issues we are facing.
An online fashion magazine from washington– I can think up some unique things… no class idiot with no taste in the first place– wants to have an arm party?
The other one.. I also live near charming Annapolis. I lived in Europe for most of the first 10 years of my life so I was hoping to promote Annapolis as sort of an Europe/Charleston like destination for international travelers.
I have the audience because I have come up with innovative tools that garner attention world wide.
No– rather than using my corporate business experience and technology know how to find other ways to generate revenue– we have soldiers for babs and hillary that think this is about a white bitch party.
And those bitches are stupid in a lot of areas.. Why on earth would someone put a yarn shop on Conn. AVe in Washington?
I want my country to work. I am used to working with smart white men [Chris left].. So this is not about white or black. Besides, India and China said thank you pompous hillary.
I do not cater to Michelle at the white house, Sheila in congress nor any of the cunts in washington.
This is about — we are in trouble lets think of ways to generate income. Hillary wants to have a white bad girls party? Tell her– to get her nigga fucked ass out of my face…
Chris you were right to see if Brenda’s bama bastards wanted to kiss your ass.. Pentagon better get its [wife beating?] pussy off me.
Sunday, October 23, 2011 :: Q...
I actually woke up around 2:00 am Monday morning in tears. The thought of my Macbook in disrepair brought on those tears.
I have been through a lot since April 1995. That said– I have seldom cried. The loss of my property does make me cry. A lot of my property was stolen in 1995. Computers, stereo equipment [I had a full rack of Sony Stereo equipment with huge speakers]. When I tried to file a report with the police– they essentially laughed in my face. Ask my mother.
So today, I hold everything I still have in my possession with perhaps more value than someone who has not suffered the losses I have sustained- can understand. On top of that– my career with Rockwell was also lost about the same time.
My heart broke in 1995. In late 1995, I started asking why me? Initially, I thought it was Rockwell.
I do not think I can explain– the emotional issues I have gotten past. Oddly enough, it is not people that make me cry today. It is the loss of my possessions.
But that said– I have always been one of those people that loves what they own. I am not one of those people that thrifts clothes. I love my clothes. I do not clean out my closets and start again if I gain weight.. I lose weight.
I will get you one– but you cannot have mine. When I was very young, my mother often got my sister and I the same things. Sewing baskets, clothes, bikes. My sister has always been bigger than me– so it was mostly easy to tell whose dress was whose, but the other things– I would always find a difference or mark it as mine.
I am sure there is a psychiatrist that would like to suggest I am slightly off because of this. No, I simply love my possessions and want to keep them.
That said, when I started to lose my possessions in 1995 without explanation this bothered me. When I tried to correct these problems– I was met with “because we can”.
I am the wrong person to steal from. Always was. But I am generous [insofar as gifts] if I have the money.
I have worked hard over my lifetime. The callous way it is suggested I should donate my car, time or “leave the bag in the car” is the wrong noise tossed at me.
I have not worked hard all my life so some silly little black girl who apparently has no idea what “the bag is staying with me” means or some old piece of trash that thinks it can threaten me into giving something I do not owe– is the wrong approach with me.
My Macbook works with every flat screen monitor and TV in the house, of which there are five.
I think it might be the inverter board– but will check at the Apple store next week about the battery.
I used my Macbook a lot. I am not unhappy with the hardware. This may have been my fault in that I used an expanding battery too long– especially when I could have taken it out long ago.
I love my car. I love my computers. I love my clothes. Do not steal anything else from me.
That said– the abstract suggestion is– my car a white convertible RX7 with a black top is too noticeable. The car left in the driveway appears to be a ford taurus and less de-script.
I have owned a White Mazda RX7 since September 1981. I fell in love with that car when Dan Sullivan a sales counselor at Circuit City and I were looking through a magazine and a photo of a yellow car was offered. This around 1980 or so. I was not in love with the yellow color– but I did love the style. Sleek, low, too me. After I started with Boeing, I got one.
Someone familiar with inequalities might look at the name Mazda and ask if I was trying to say something… Today, I think Nixon and my grandmother might be the joke behind that inequality. When I got my Mazda– I can assure you– I had no idea about any of that.
I purchased the things I did– because I wanted them. No message. No abstract noise. I wanted them.
You do not steal my car, work, computers nor anything else.
But FBI– I have done this before– if there is no problem- why do I need a less de-script car.. [A Few Good Men– if he is not in danger– why did he have to leave the base– especially if your men follow orders?]?
Pussy does not scare me. Besides that– the idiot police are going to know the car I drive [no matter what it is] and they look like the bullies.
I do not owe dirty idiot cops. Not kidding.
I am not crying or frightened of people. I knew this last christmas. Because my uncle howard was supposed to have died the day before.. no one was in town after Christmas morning. I spent Christmas alone. Just me and my Macbook.
No I am not crazy. I do not carry pussy. I do not care who nor who they think they are.
I do not carry pussy.
I cried- Monday morning… I thought I lost my best friend. I went out this week. I was polite to those who waited on me. I worked my problems. I researched. I am sitting here now looking at the flat screen television in the kitchen that is now being used as an external monitor for my Macbook. I can use the one in the den or one of several upstairs in various rooms.
Pussy– you are screwing with the wrong person. I said no. I will not tolerate more loss. A pussy– I can walk away. I spent Christmas last year alone.
You have no idea how Christmas was in my house as we were growing up. It was always special. Last year, I spent it alone. I know that was a pinnacle for me.
Get your pussies off me. I do not carry pussy. Take more of my possessions? I will take your job or find a jail for you… think I am kidding? I wouldn’t.
The huge Sony TV in the background was recently replaced in the den with a flat screen HDTV. The TV was parked in the living room until I found someone to help me move it to one of the upper bedrooms. Instead I am now using it as the office tv, since I am using the kitchen tv as the external monitor.
I am tired of losing my possessions. Get your crap off me.
Sunday, October 16, 2011 :: Q...
I often feel that many think I am lying. I recently started showing tools I have developed within my development environment using screen grabs in hopes of showing–who is actually doing the work– associated with QiSoftware and Wiredpages.
Some may think I do not have backups. I do. Why would I belabor this? I can prove too many are liars– however unlike them– I do not need to lie. Too many also claim I embarrass them. You embarrass yourself… warning– I have the code, text files for posts, etc… Do not keep embarrassing yourself.
The following is a screen grab of a directory on a backup disk I made this morning. This disk contains all of the source code and class files and project layouts for the interfaces I have developed for Wiredpaes and QiSoftware.
I am not a liar.. do not call my bluff. I am also tired of paying because you embarrass yourself… I repeat– I do not carry pussies.