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After I left college– I had a bit of a slow start. I went with Boeing and they really did not want me to work too hard. I am still not sure why. I saw a couple of my college classmates at your wedding and wish I had kept in touch. For whatever reason– we did not. I saw JoAnn sometimes but have not talked to her in a long time.

I went by your site today. I am worried. Why? Because whenever I ask why– there are a bunch of people over my shoulder also asking why. I wish we were all here together.

After I left Boeing– I think they decided I wanted to work. I went with GE for a short period– [think a bunch of tests] and then on to Rockwell. I met what now appears to be an x of one of my white aunts. I am kind of surprised– however I still think it is my manager/employee relationship with this man [John Winston] that should be studied when trying to assess whether I am going to cater to others.

Why am I writing to you? Because I did visit your site today– and did ask why. Others do the same and I wanted to tell you.

I also wanted to tell you about all the interesting things I learned to do while at Rockwell. I wish that the world and my country were more the blissful place I imagined and not this petty place I find my self reeling from.

I could be doing so many neat things with my skills– yet I find myself, when not trying to avoid some idiot that has a problem with “no” [not talking about my mother here]– concerned that all of my hard work will be somehow hijacked.

I know you are smart. I wish I dealt in a smart world of can do people– all working on the same side. It is not clear to me what is happening and I am sorry I had to learn all of this– later in life rather than earlier. I so liked my decent world. If no one tells you there is indecency– then one could go on believing it only exists in news stories– in far off places. I lived a sheltered life so everyone could slap me into reality later on? Why? And maybe that slapping was too loud given I did not even know my aunt [not even really my aunt] may have had a child with Dennis one of our college chums. Did you know?

I am tired of saying– I did not know– but what does this have to do with me anyway? Am I embarrassed that my college friends were told my relatives were up at thanksgiving and there for a good time? No. I am sad everyone knew but me. But why would anyone think they could slap me around in the loud manner that I have been slapped around? Do you know? I am baffled by what I am seeing. I am also tired of hardheaded pompous people.

I want to move forward– with can do people that want to move ahead. Unfortunately a lot of people think this is with their monitoring or guidance. Rockwell gets– I do not need this. So why don’t others get it? I am not sure– all I can think to tell these idiots– “Asia and India” said thank you.

By the way– did I forget to tell you– I own a business– QiSoftware?

My Best,

Regina

This is not a secret message. This is a message to an old college chum. I have no secrets…. Since my visit earlier– I keep asking who do you think I am paying and why?

In late 2006 I said my world is smaller not larger. What I thought up till that point? Bill Cosby was related to my father- brother [might be half] and his wife Camille was the daughter of Nancy Reagan.

I also thought my brother [Andre] was Bill Cosby’s with Jan. My sister [Judy]– Bill Cosby with my grandmother.

This is where I was in Nov. 2006 when I said– my world is smaller and I bet my handsome cadet was Camille’s son. Before that– I thought Gene may have been the son of Marilyn McCoo and Charles Rob. I came up with this theory in the nineties when I decided everyone I knew was tied to well known people - and I wondered why the handsome cadet introduced himself to me. I liked Charles Rob.

My surveillance people have listened to hours and hours of my speculation and this is one they would have known about.

When Bush took office, Marilyn McCoo was one of the performers during the ceremonies the night before his inauguration. What also happened in that time frame? I will see Janet Reno in a late exit interview. Something she said or did– made me think everyone on that stage that night, disliked me.

The two people that I remember being on that stage? Marilyn McCoo and Don Evans.

Why would Gene’s mother dislike me? Who was the notable guy in the stetson.

But this post is about who is jealous… November ‘06 is when I took a hard look at Sam Brownback– looking for Gene, I figured out he was probably a black son of Reagan and did look at Camille but was not sure. What I decided– he was not my handsome gene [wrong eyes, wrong chin]– but he was probably the guy on the phone all the time between 1996 and 2001 [almost to the day Bush took office]. The phone calls are what had me asking why is the person all over me and wasn’t he the guy at the Mayflower luncheon in 1996 that kept calling me Angela Davis. The one I thought was Clay Jones with a brown wig.

I decided I did not like this pompous person– and before I had liked Sam Brownback believing him to be jewish and a champion for civil rights– [and boy had mine been violated]. I rarely listened to him [tv is muted a lot]– but I initially liked Sam the senator. After my research [are you Gene], I also thought he may have been the dork cousin from Dover that I did not have too much time for– the reason he may not have liked me. Why was he all over me?

I found Zeta-Jones late in all of this. I have watched Sam and thought about some of the things he said to me on the phone between 1996-2001. I think Sam would be very jealous of Zeta Jones. Just recently I asked if Sam was also my Aunt Judy’s, [Virginia Johnson] my mother’s older sister, not to be confused with my sister– Judy Thomas [that said-- I believe my sister is also my grandmother's child].

He seems like a pompous person full of himself– mostly because he is Ronald Reagan’s son and wants everyone to know it. My aunt Judy may have been envious of my mother’s parentage [not realizing the important one was the royals] and instilled in her kids this sense of competition regarding ties to the white house. My mother’s behavior probably did not help– and I am thankful I did not know. I keep saying to myself– one more pompous bore with airs of grandeur would really be a pain in the azz- and I like the fact my parents decided not to tell me. I think the Pentagon/CIA helped with the decision.

I am not pompous– and I dislike pompous people. Sam’s personality which I studied is like that of my mother’s. Hard time with no– and too full of themselves. this was not my gene.

Sam would be jealous of his pretty niece/sister [Zeta-Jones] if I am right about the relationships….

See if he set her up…. he looks like a whiney brat.

FBI/DOJ– The Deal.

Lately, there have been a lot of overly friendly females [white or passing white] engaging me longer than they should. Number one– they started with this puppy training mentality about a year ago and now appear to be adopting another MO.

These females looked to be tied to either local government, Pentagon or federal clerks. The last– a dirty blonde– what I call “nigga trash” [oh yes, and please take offense-- my mother, gene, sam, jones would fit this description-- white looking enough with a hint of something else]– came by when I was clearing the driveway.

I need a US attorney. A lot of people know of me. Do not insult me. I have gone through my life with a fine tooth comb looking at Darnetta, Sharon, Kim, Bev a lot of my associates looking for an explanation for what I had been through.

I asked the FBI to engage DAY ONE. Now a lot of “trash– nigga trash” wants to be my best friend– while I am in front of the house minding my own business?

Save it for someone else. Never insult me with this crap. The tacky blonde that looked like some sort of WAC from the military? She wanted to tell me I was going nowhere.

I do not like the smart azz trash here. I have lost too much — and I am not lonely.

You know me because of my site? Ask me about services. Smart azz trash from the government should not- - and I repeat should not engage.

I mind my own business. I work a lot. I do not expect to talk to your trash. I am sure she did not miss my attitude.

Too many people know of me. Keep your trash off me… she wants to talk to white house people? Tell her to go find the Clintons. I am not available to this trash.

FBI– I am going to get more and more insulting. Each stupid slut– and you are going to know about it. I said keep them off me.

I believe paternity tests would show– Tai Bruton is the biological child of Rhonda Lynette Freeman and Michael Jordan. Tai was born [August 1980]. I met her after I graduated from college [May 1981] when she was almost one. How do I know? Because when I met her she was walking and they had come to my parents for a visit. There are photos of her by the pool at the Odenton house with my grandmother. Keep in mind Howard Freeman Sr. had died that January [1981]– and everyone went to Wilmington except me and my sister.

Jan said — “when Tai was born– Cheryl asked where was her yellow baby”. Jan made this statement sometime between June 1984 [when my parents moved to their Hanover house] and before my father’s death [December 6th, 1989].

What if Cheryl also had a child with Jordan? Someone that looks like Michelle O’Bama.

I have a theory? Kids abused grow up to abuse themselves. I was not abused, nor were my brother and sister at my parents’ hands. Why do I word this– in this manner.

Because I do believe Judy had a child early. I would check with a boyfriend she had when we moved to Odenton– Jonathan Fritzgerald. Photos show she gets boobs– sometime after moving to Odenton.

I believe- Jan, Cheryl and Roni learned of sex early. Howard Freeman Sr.? I am not sure. I believe Cheryl is the child of Brenda Robinson and Howard Freeman Sr. She must have been about 11 when she had her.

What if Cheryl was tired of servicing whomever she was with at the time she had Jordan’s child. What if she wanted her 9 year old to handle her duties?

What if that is what Jan is referring to? Howard Freeman died almost the same instant Ronald Reagan took office — who was also shot in the same time frame.

Old men abusing kids? The interesting thing? I think someone wants to sell that me or my mother– at that point the only two relatives of the Freemans with ties to a president were jealous of the new President and his Freeman kin so we went after them? Sam Brownback also looks like he is an Aunt Judy offspring with Reagan.

I did not know Jones existed– and if my mother did– Jan cleared her when she said in a house built for my parents– “Cheryl wanted to know where her yellow baby was”.

I did not know. Further– I grew up a non-abused child and want to slap the piss out of a whole lot of people on this score.

I have also had surveillance my entire life– and if that government surveillance lies on me or my mother– god have mercy on them.

They like Reagan’s daughter and want to blame me? I do not mind if they like that old man’s daughter that it appears he sired with a 10 year old. I mind that those pack of liars know exactly who I am– and then lie on me.

Find a judge. First of all you have to show Reagan is bad– and then– me or my mother was upset we were no longer the only ties to the white house. I DID NOT KNOW. Two– I have seen one two many law enforcement types bullying me– with no excuse.

I do not like filth. I believe my sister craves the love of others more than I do. In this regard I am not the weak one– I am thinking about what else I am weaker at [she once told me she figured out more than me]. that is maybe why she got pregnant at an early age and I did not. That said– that is not child abuse by a parent but promiscuous sex by an early teen. I never understood why Sonia King used to call my sister “wild woman”.

The other problem government hypocrites have? I have sat here for 15 years asking why– when I held clearances, too many skills and too much education to find myself in this situation.

Do not be law enforcement and in my face. Secret service– I was jealous of one of my relatives? What the hell have you been watching— the whore sitting next to you?

I did not know about Jones- and no Reagan should be pointing a finger at me. Point a finger at yourselves.

Abused kids grow up to allow abuse. That 11 year old in the white house? Why? I thought dirty old men went to jail for that. Instead it looks like the secret service gives them jobs. Dirty old man– make my day. and let me warn you again– I told you to keep your sluts off me. I am not kidding.

BTW: I think my mother is conniving and has a hard time with no. I do not think she wanted jones to be an abused child. I think that was her [jones'] abused mother. I would not protect my mother if I thought her at fault. She liked being Nixon’s daughter when he was President. Wilmington relatives treated us very special. Do not give her credit for something she did not do.

By the way– there are a lot of white mothers with abused kids. Stopped sucking. They get it too. Jan clears my mother. I did not know. Make sure Jones does not think her kids should be her surrogate.

Reagans– I would not point if I were you. And tell that filth that’s been watching me all my life– “make my day”.

It finally stopped snowing around 4:00 p.m. yesterday and I was finished clearing the driveway by 5:00 p.m.

Driveway

I took these photos about 5:00 p.m. yesterday.

Planter’s Bench on Backyard Deck

After I cleared most of the driveway around 6:00 yesterday morning, I went out again about 11:00 a.m. and cleared another 3 inches or so. At 4:00 p.m. when it finally stopped snowing, I cleared another 3 to 4 inches.

I am very happy I did this in increments throughout the day. Why? When I tried to clear an area that I had not touched throughout the day– it was a lot harder to do.

I was tired by 7:30 p.m. so I went to bed without getting on the glider. When I awoke this morning I knew I had gotten a workout the day before because my legs were sore. I did an hour on the glider this morning and hopefully will get out to clear some of the trees in front that are bent from the weight of the heavy snow.

The streets are not cleared so I really can’t go anywhere– however I am very happy I do not have to do this clearing job today.

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I went out this morning to clear the driveway [double wide-- about 25 feet from doors to street] of about 2 feet of snow. It was about 6:00 a.m. and rather than doing an hour on the glider– decided to kill two birds with one stone. I used a push snow blower for most of it.

An hour and a half later– I was blow drying my hair– removing my soaked outer layer and wondering why I was the only one out at 0′dark thirty.

It is still snowing and there is now a quarter inch accumulated– but I am not upset– instead happy I removed most of the snow this morning.

Backyard Deck


Front Door/Driveway

Two pine trees in one of the neighbors yard fell under the weight of the heavy snow– and I am hoping none in my yard fall. Apparently wind knocked most of the snow out of the pines in my yard and those same pines blocked the gusts to the neighbor’s yard.

We have had record snows this year– and I can’t wait for spring.

By the way– I am in pretty good shape, however I noticed when I started shoveling some of the heavy icy snow too quickly- I felt some pain in my chest. The snow is quite heavy– so be careful about exerting yourself too much.

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